I want it to be.
I want to be able to smile
      -to you
_and have you smile back
without reason
I want to leave behind
What I'm feeling
And move on
You are there
You are in front of me
Let me touch you
With you, maybe I can block
      out it all
I want to be with you
      because of a need
      that I didn't realize existed
Can I have something to cling to?
Security blanket,
closing my eyes at your warmth
      -nuzzle
Help me.
Save me.
Surround me.
I want you to.