Let me out of here.
Just let me out of here.
I can't stand this anymore.
Standing here, I am pelted continually pelted
                              attacked
                              antagonized
whenever I open myself up.
I don't want to deal with you,
I don't want to deal with any of you anymore.
I never did, but I was forced to,
in my efforts to get what I wanted.
Now it no longer is possible.
There is truly no hope.
Before, there were always tinges,
there were hints of softening,
hints of weakening
          in the harsh judgment that had been laid.
But now, there isn't.
It's gone.
All of it.
And I'm left standing here,
realizing that I really have lost it.

With the sound of a candle being extinguished,
          there went my dreams,
          there went my hopes,
          there went my fantasies.
Welcome to the fucking world.
Because that's what I'm in now,
like it or not.