I wonder if I'm going to be able to handle this.

After you suggested the possibility to me
I froze inside
          I realized it may be true:
          I might not be able to handle you.
I will try, no doubt of that,
but...
    ...I don't know.
I don't want to kill this with doubts.

This is large, this is daunting
I am intimidated.
I admit that.
I wanted something large, and I was presented with this
          (More than I can chew?)
Perhaps.
But I will try.

I could see this failing,
blame most likely on my part,
But I could also see this succeeding.
This could be what I've wanted.
And based that possibility,
this endeavor is worth pursuing.
I will try.
I will do my best.
And if I fail,
I will learn from my mistakes,
I will better myself,
And I will pick myself up.
I will get back in the ring,
and I will play The Game again.

I will fight, until I've won,
or until the feeling has left my body.