Refusal

There's too much I need to do
Too much work that needs to be done
Carefully, Delicately, Not like that
Back to school, back to the same bullshit
The unequal levels, the special and the special ed
Both confused who they are
Everyone's asking me to do things
That I just don't want to
And I've decided that I just don't care anymore
Off to learn, and cram more into a gigantic list
That adds more and more pressure which each addition
My schedule to pieces when I realize that I don't have one
And what I have just doesn't work
It's like chain lightning
Arcing from one point to the next
Out of my control
I sign up for one thing and am unknowingly
Committed, signed up and attached to another
The cycle repeats and I find myself sucked under
And I've decided that I just don't care anymore
For me, someone who cherishes free time
It's endless, never ending shit
That rains down from the sky
I won't get angry, I won't let it get to me
Each time pushing me further to the breaking point
Suddenly I'm a postal worker
Suddenly I'm a politician
Suddenly I'm more than I wanted to be
Does that fact stop anything, whatsoever?
No, it doesn't.