You grinning bastard.
You don't even know what you've got.

i'm etheral
      -a shadow with eyes
unable to materialize
      in the same room
because of the overwhelming pain
      that then finds me

So instead I sit here.
Feeling like a damn stalker.
You're lucky.
You're so fucking lucky.
      And you don't even know.

each time she smiles
each time she laughs
i thin a little more
colors fading to a black
a dark spot that repells the light
because it's no longer seen
      no longer felt