i dream of her
    i dream of hope
    the possibility of realization
    the possibility of her

    i dream a painful, long dream
    full of wanting and need
    conversation deeper than casual
    deeper than friends

    i dream of sex
    guilt inherant
    i dream of trust,

      of equality
      of understanding
      of love

    i dream of the past
    of her past, mine
    two lines avoidant
    barely touching, always glancing

    i dream despair
    i dream emptiness
    a drifting touch,
    fading to nothing

    it's not real

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