SouthWestSlide: Spring 2004

A journal of a journey across Desert Rat country
by Ric Carter

Songs(2)
Being lyrics composed during the trip but not necessarily having much (if anything) to do with it



NEW MEXICO

LIKE AN OLD-TIME MOVIE 9 May 2004 - Silver City NM It's your silhouette on the wall It's the cigarette in your hand It's the minaret in the background Like an old-time movie With the sound turned down - It's the lights moving slowly It's the knife-fight in slow-motion It's the piano tinkling softly Like an old-time movie In black-and-white on TV - It's the words of love you whisper It's the lacy glove you slip on It's the stiletto in your hand Like an old-time movie Cut with commercial breaks - It's the world outside the windows Rushing by, you drive too fast And I'm falling out the back Like an old-time movie At 3 AM yesterday

GOOD - 10 May 2004 - Silver City NM

She drifted above the sizzling sands on smoking feet, dropping love-grenades on those who got in her way And she called it a good day - [chorus:] Everything she does / is good good good Everything she says / is good good good Everything she is / is good good good - She whispered above the drifting sands a little chanting lullaby that burnt the brains of all those who heard her And she called it a good year [chorus] - She sizzled above the whispering sands and held her hand like a magic wand and turned those beneath her into stone And called it a good time

(They Plugged Him Into The) BRAIN SCAN 10 May 2004 - Silver City NM

They plugged him into the brain scan They said that he wouldn't even notice They rubbed funny stuff in his hair They cut little patches in his hair They plugged little wires in his hair They plugged him into the brain scan - They plugged him into the brain scan They said, "Don't think about aardvarks" They started with a little stimulation They ran funny stuff across his skin They squirted warm jelly in his orifices They plugged him into the brain scan - They plugged him into the brain scan They said, "This will hardly even hurt" They killed his dog, they cut his taxes They showed him films 'bout the holocaust They asked, "Are you an environmentalist?" They plugged him into the brain scan

IN ARIZONA - 11 May 2004 - Silver City NM

In Arizona the rivers are dry Except in the rainy season Which can happen almost any time Without a discernable reason - [chorus:] Arizona, the land I love The land of sun and cactus spines Arizona, I'm coming back Someday I'll make you mine - In Arizona the reptiles are toxic Except for them that ain't You can bite them and they can bite you In a manner insufferably quaint [chorus] - In Arizona the roads are dirt Except for them that are paved Sometimes they're washed-out, Sometimes they're fixed, and Sometimes the tax money's saved [chorus] - In Arizona the skies are clear Except during military exercises The bombs rain down like hailstones In various shapes and sizes [chorus] - In Arizona you can do what you want Shoot guns, run naked, gibber and chant Just don't mention the UFOs Blame them all on New Mexico

THE MARTYR - 11 May 2004 - Lake Roberts NM

When they nailed her to a tree When they nailed her to a tree When they nailed her to a tree She sang just like a nightingale And her worries flew away And her worries flew away - When they threw her in the fire When they threw her in the fire When they threw her in the fire She bubbled like a mountain spring And washed the smoke away And washed the smoke away - When they cut her into pieces When they cut her into pieces When they cut her into pieces She sparkled like an emerald The light flashed in their eyes The light flashed in their eyes - And when they called her Goddess And when they called her Goddess And when they called her Goddess She laughed like a neighing horse And died like any man And died like any man And died like any man And died like any man

SMILE AT ME, BABY - slow blues 11 May 2004 - Lake Roberts NM

Don't wanna climb these mountains Don't wanna cross this land alone Don't wanna climb these mountains Don't wanna cross this land alone Just smile at me baby, The greatest friend I've ever known - The night's on fire The night's a dangerous place to be The night's on fire The night's a dangerous place to be Just smile at me baby, It lasts for all eternity - [instrumental] - Your smile is deadly Your smile is sharper than a blade Your smile is deadly Your smile is sharper than a blade Just smile at me baby, And I won't have to be afraid

WE'RE MAKING THIS UP (As We Go) 12 May 2004 - Lake Roberts NM

It's tough living in an honest city Even the goddam pigeons can't be bribed The rising sun burned thru the shutters She rolled over on her side; she thought This is a good day for a piercing An ear, a lip, or right thru his goddam heart - It's tough living in a modern city Even the goddam homeless know the time He microwaved some goddam thing or another And thought, it's not such a crime; he thought This is a godd day to get some new DNA Or maybe I'll just drown in turpentine - It's tough living in a human world 'Specially for a human boy and a human girl The machinery rolls along implacably They rolled along between the gears; they thought There's a future; there's a past; there's a now We're just making this up as we go We're just making this up as we go We're just making this up as we go

THE FLAMES ARE BURNING HIGHER 14 May 2004 - Carlsbad NM

Dancing under the starry sky Dancing around the fire The singers chant, the drummers pound The flames are burning higher The flames are burning higher - The dancers jump around the flames Their headpieces like forks Their spears and bells and rattles shake The spirits of bear, lion, fox The spirits of bear, lion, fox - Line up before the fire and sing Listen to the spirit wind Which mountain gods take you within? Which will leave you outside? Which will leave you outside? - Before the feasting, prepare After the feasting, dance Purified by strength and distance Fortified with care Fortified with care - Dancing inside the starry sky Dancing inside the fire Your heart it dances, chants and burns The flames are burning higher The flames are burning higher

SING A SONG OF 16 May 2004 - Lincoln NM

Sing a song of freedom The secret police will hear you They may not take you now - [chorus:] But maybe in a year or two Maybe in a year or two - Sing a song of joy The self-righteous will hear you They may not burn you now [chorus] - Sing a song of love The powerful will notice you They may not fuck you now [chorus] - Dance a dance of beauty The shriveled hearts will see you They may not flog you now [chorus] - Move yourself for peace The warmongers will notice you They may not kill you now [chorus]

LINCOLN CAT HAIKU 17 May 2004 - Lincoln NM

high winds rising; dust clouds sweep pine-laden hills blow the cat away - New Mexico summer raptons overhead eyeing tasty feline snack - camped under jackpine purple verbena growing, just beyond the shade - cat on a leash, pulls toward the horizon, prisoner of her cruel fate - songs in the winds, howls under the blowing branches protest is futile

AND YOU THINK 21 May 2004 - Apache Creek NM

Walking past the railroad tracks (But I'm not really here) I feel a taste of two little fears (Do you know where I am?) Maybe if I look up, look up My eyes will fall from my head Maybe if I don't look up One of us will be dead - [chorus:] And you think I may be an angel Or you think I may be a cunt Or you think you maybe know what I want (what I want, what I want) - Maybe the world is much too slack (But it's not really tough) Or maybe I'm not slack enough (Do you know what I am?) I'm dreaming dreaming from the neck up I'm hanging hanging by a rope Maybe I smoked too much reality 'Maybe I drank too much hope [chorus]

ALLIGATOR MOON 21 May 2004 - Apache Creek NM

Alligator moon (uh) alligator dawn (uh) alligator sky (uh) I wanna be an alligator when I die (uh uh uh) (uh uh uh) The noise of language that hisses and pisses and wishes away The sound of strong teeth biting biting into hearts of clay The alligators that swim in my brain, in my eye - Intestinal wounds (uh) intestinal songs (uh) intestinal time (uh) I wanna feel your intestines wrapped in mine (uh uh) (uh uh) (uh uh) Silver balls and bright pebbles bouncing on flowing jets Dancing skeletons that haven't told their secrets yet It takes guts to go nuts on poison-ivy wine - Sour pale dreams (uh) our pale faces (uh) your pale screams (uh) As pale as a theatre burning down in wintertime (uh uh uh) As pale as the hypnotic phosphorescent snakes (uh uh uh) As pale as the dragon that sleep when you wake (uh uh uh) As pale as the lover washing down the stream (uh uh uh) As pale as the mannikin, naked and painted (uh uh uh) As pale as the melting iceberg of champagne (uh uh uh) As pale as the alligators flushed down the drain (uh uh uh)

SO MANY PROMISES TO KEEP 22 May 2004 - Apache Creek NM

She looks so pretty sitting there Strapped in her electric chair Reflecting in the sheet of water The thin bright liquid mirror - [chorus:] There's no bright line between joy and sorrow Nothing seperates today and tomorrow Wakefulness fused with dreams and sleep And so many promises to keep - Time ticks slowly on the digital tree Just seven minutes until eternity Seven minutes til the laugh and firestorm Hidden sex, hidden birth, staying warm [chorus] - She looks so pretty, shining bright Illuminating the foggy night Her sacred heart like a holy beam Smoking in the dream machine [chorus] - [instrumental] And now the icons spin and shout Let G0d the programmer work it out [chorus]

THE WAVES 22 May 2004 - Mogollon NM

Walking along the beach, the desert out of reach The desert wet around the edges The shore is lined with clams, human clams Waiting for someone to pry them open - [chorus:] Bring the waves, wave me away Wave me to you, to you - The sun sinks into the sea, steaming merrily The desert spins an swirls and somersaults The clams are drying out, crying out, frying and sizzling Waiting to be added to chowder, louder [chorus] - Waves wash the desert, crabs dance with tarantulas The desert wet with tears of love The beach dries up and blows away, yesterday, today The clams give up their horny pearls and die too [chorus] - On the other side of the world it's the same Sexless smiles, hot tides, fever dreams On the other side of the world you call my name Another desert sun sinks and drowns [chorus]

UTAH

THE SHADOWS 30 May 2004 - Monument Valley UT

[chorus:] Watching the sun watching me watching you watching the sun Watching the moon watching me watching you watching the moon Watching the stars watching me watching you watching the stars - The shadows are like knives The shadows are like diamonds The shadows cry for mercy [chorus] - The shadows are like sharks The shadows are like children The shadows seethe and boil [chorus] - The shadows are like stars Negative supernovas The shadows call your name [chorus]

IN MONUMENT VALLEY 31 May 2004 - Monument Valley UT

In Monument Valley the spires and fires And telephone wires that block the view of Monument Valley - In Monument Valley the tourist trucks That raise the dust as well they must in Monument Valley - In Monument Valley the burning sun as joggers run They call it fun and bleach their bones in Monument Valley

NEW KIND OF MAN 31 May 2004 - Monument Valley UT

I was an old cow-hand Til I inherited 800 grand So I moved to the big city And became a new kind of man - [chorus:] And the lights come on and the lights go out And the cows go down and the cows go out And ya shine yer boots til they're spic'n'span When yer a new kind of man - I was an old cow-puncher Now I'm a sushi-muncher I sip my espresso and special latte Because I'm a new kind of man [chorus] - No more dried-out jerky No more riding to worky Just watch my investments multiply Because I'm a new kind of man - [chorus:] And the Net comes up and the Net goes down And the cows come up and the cows go down And everything's going according to plan Now I'm a new kind of man (man man man) Now I'm a new kind of man

IT SMELLS LIKE LOVE 5 June 2004 - Cedar Breaks UT

I was walking down the ocean beach And I was washed away by a tsunami of love - [chorus:] It looks like love, it feels like love It tastes like love, it smells like love Good thing I didn't step in it Good thing I didn't step in it - I was climbing up the snowy peaks And I was swept away by an avalanche of love [chorus] - I was walking through the city streets And I was run over by a motorcade of love [chorus] - [bridge:] Love is so thick, love is so thin Tell me what kinda love I'm stuck in Show me where love ends and begins [instrumental] - I was crawling through a friend's house And I was nibbled away by a mouse of love [chorus]

GIMMEE FRY-BREAD 5 June 2004 - Cedar Breaks UT

Stuck in the desert, sun's killing, sweat's dry If I don't get water and fry-bread, I'm gonna die If I don't get water and fry-bread, I'm gonna die - [chorus:] Gotta have some more fry-bread, fry-bread Gotta have some more fry-bread, fry-bread - Fixed the engine, racing on, speeding on Looking for a fry-bread sign across the sand dunes [chorus] - [bridge:] Racing across the Indian Nation Can't wait til I get to the reservation My fry-bread genes are suffering starvation Think what's happening to my digestion Think what's happening to my digestion - Made it to town and ATMs, got money I'll save my soul with fry-bread and honey [chorus]

NEVADA

ONLY THIS MISERABLE SHIT 5 June 2004 - Rachel NV

Out in the middle of nowhere I'm listenin' to country music Cause there's nothin' else on the radio Only this miserable shit - [chorus:] Well, I wanna eat worms and di-ie Yah, I wanna eat worms and di-ie Ah, I wanna eat worms and di-ie Yeah I wanna eat worms and die die die - Well I'm out at a honky-tonk And I'm a-drinkin' Lone Star Beer Cause they don't serve nothin' else Only this miserable piss [chorus] - O I'm staring at the sunset With the sand blowin' in my eyes There ain't nothin' else in the atmosphere Only this miserable shit [chorus] [instrumental] - Out in the middle of nowhere I'm listenin' to country music Cause there's nothin' else on the radio Only this miserable shit [chorus]

CALIFORNIA

I AM IN CHINA 8 June 2004 - Grover Hot Springs CA

Don't try to feel me, don't try to tease I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese The hailstorms and rainbows (uh) blow thru the trees I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - The young women howl and the old women wheeze I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese The calendar's printed in Vietnamese, but I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - They're serving me wontons and some smelly teas I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese I'm watching the sun rising over the seas I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - The smog is incredible - oxygen, please! I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese Nobody breathes and nobody sees I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - The rickshaws are Nissans, a new century I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese A skyscrapy falls slowly in the city I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - Another billion people waiting to freeze I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese The present's a patchwork of uncertainties I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - I can't talk, I can't smile, I can't shake my knees I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese She's covered all over with blood-sucking fleas I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese - The may says I'm somewhere in the Pyrinees, but I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese Somebody tell me what's happened to me I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese I am in China and I'm speaking Chinese

(I'D DO ANYTHING) FOR YOU 8 June 2004 - Grover Hot Springs CA

For you I've run the gauntlet For you I'm scalped and tomahawked For you I've taken arrows - [chorus:] I'd do anything for you I'd do anything for you - For you I've robbed apartments For you I've held up liquor stores For you I cheat on video games [chorus] - For you I've tried experiments For you I learned new languages For you I've wrestled tigers [chorus] - [bridge:] I don't agree with your politics I don't like your favorite television I don't go to your psychiatrist I have different body decorations Even obsession has its limits - For you I've drowned small people For you I lied to the FBI For you I've rewired houses [chorus]

WE'RE CLOSELY WATCHED 8 June 2004 - Grover Hot Springs CA

On the streets, my fellow citizens Half-human, half-mineral, half-digital Glowing like fireflies in the wind Sex flowing sweetly down the sewers Everybody knowing the time - On the sidewalks, slippery pedestrians The living walking with the dead Half-conscious, half-literate, half-stoned Sween demented foggy glazed eyes Fixed on surgically-perfect bodies Everybody knowing the song - Indoors, outdoors, my fellow citizens Virtually naked from the ground up Eating things that never existed Half-alive, half-dead, half-desperate And everywhere, we're closely watched And everywhere, we're closely matched And everywhere, we're closely touched

IN THE HOT SPRINGS 8 June 2004 - Grover Hot Springs CA

She looked so beautiful So lightly dressed to kill She took a little yellow pill And walked thru the gate - She jumped into the hot spring She floated to her chin She felf gloriously lightened Like a bubble in clay - Sun burned from the sky Water burned her thigh Her thoughts bubbled under her eyes Something nibbled her feet - Men and women looked sideways Coyotes noticed her waves Something down below watched her legs Flakes of skin broke away - [bridge:] She boiled oh she boiled yes she boiled She screamed oh she screamed yes she screamed She splashed oh she splashed yes she splashed She dreamed oh she dreamed yes she dreamed - She looked so beautiful So lightly dressed to kill She took another yellow pill And walked thru the gate

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