Beta: 1977 - Gamma: 1980s


WOMEN I LOVE 29 Palms CA 1977

There's only two men / you'll find in the world Who don't try to take it / away from the girls The first one is deaf / the other guy's blind They don't see or hear / to trouble their minds The women I love / are somewhere else -- The women are pinched down / and done up and drawn For each one that comes in / there's another one gone [instrumental] -- There's less men than women / that live to grow old But some girls give up / and make men grow cold The slow men drink whiskey / the quick guys get kids The women get old cars / and purple eyelids The women I love / are somewhere else

DELTA HEAD [bluesy] 29 Palms CA 1977 *

There's no sense in me listenin' to you Four-fifths of what you say ain't true I'd leave you now but that wouldn't do You've taken my head 'way down -- I've tried livin' with you and takin' you out I ate your fried chicken and that gives me gout I'd leave you now but there's no doubt You've got my head and gone -- [break] I've understood you all I can You've been some kind of strange woman And you want some kind of strange man Is it me? Is it me? Is it me? -- I've stretched my love all out long I've bought you perfume that's too strong I even stayed in nights, to write you this song You've taken my head all around -- [break] I gave you chewin' tobacco and gum I bought you sugar cubes and Cajun rum You talked me deaf and struck me dumb Is it you? Is it you? Is it you? -- Well, I don't know why I'm stayin' around here You took all the rent, and spent it on beer I'd leave you now but I want you near You've took off my head and flown

FRIDAY NIGHT RERUN [bluesy] 29 Palms CA 1977

Cold weather, cold clothes Foggy weather, raining night I need a woman to turn me right An' there's cold sores on my nose -- Pitcher of beer and pool game So I come back home all cold and wet The pool I lost an' the beer helps me forget Friday night stays the same, the same -- [instrumental] -- Where you hidin', woman? I almost saw you pass Down thru the bottom of the glass You must like beer some too, woman

WITH YOU [slow jazz] 29 Palms CA 1977

Show me the way Show me a new light burning Show me a lifetime turning Give me your love and learning Take me back home -- Show me a daydream Show me suits and leather Show me city weather Let's try to live together Take me back home -- Show me the way you live Show me a way to give Show me an honest day Show me, I want to stay With you [, with you]

Beta Phase: 1978

TANGIER II [jazz] 29 Palms CA 1978

Last year / in Tangier While the rosamund sky traded Its sunlit warmth to the sea And you stayed with me, awhile Your tired smile gave you away We didn't have much more to say So you went away -- Months ago / long ago In a time to travel untramelled And pretend to be free To dance and sing to the sea, awhile To watch the world bake quietly Our time and lives to float away And be lost at sea -- Peasant nights / bloody cockfights I gambolled my worthless money On worthless people and toys Gambolled on you and some women A pleasant waste of time A bad waste of life In North Africa

CROSSROADS [country] 29 Palms CA 1978

I stopped at the crossroads to find where I was Somewhere out between Singapore and San Blas The roadsign pointed one way to Seville The other way to Castroville So I'm lost on the road again -- All I carried with me, my rucksack and gold banjo And a big green bag marked OREGANO I searched my soul like never beforee I found my life in days of yore And I'm out on the road again

SWEET LINDA AND HER SHEPHERD [folky] 29 Palms CA 1978

I drank your bitter wine Passed my wasted time with you Had nothing better to say or do I was your holy fool You were my virgin Mary, never contrary Even as you lay with me and held me closer I fell and shone like a comet, glowing -- You were so sweet like biting sugar cane Dancing out in the rain Anything to soothe our pain I tasted your sweet breast You scratched the itch of my hairy chest And you must have rubbed me the right way 'Cause I haven't left yet and I want you to stay With me -- Sweet Linda, the night's screaming at us Like the banshee's pain Hold me again, again, again Midnight Linda, I know your smile As dark as a deserted mile And the earth glows radioactive I still feel the somewhere we could be

SAN YSIDRO, SAN DIEGO [coplas] 29 Palms CA 1978

Jesus left me as I sat alone I thought we'd been going home But home was just a dream to me And I can't dream alone -- I was lost in San Diego Knew I had nowhere to go Thought I'd go home with Jesus But the police came to seize us -- I'd hitchhiked down from Corona Stayed with old friends in Pomona But they caught me at the border Felt sad and lost at the border -- The judge saw my mind as it was Vagrant and lost with no cause My sentence was harsh with no leeway Picking up trash on the freeway -- Nixon's just up from where I stand Picking up the next beer can I asked him of his crime He said he was in the wrong time -- Jesus came back to smile as I worked He gave me his seamless shirt Now we're both burnt and red And neither of us has a bed -- And I feel like I'm fixin' to die

THE CORNER APARTMENT [jazzy] 29 Palms CA 1978

He wrote, O honey I wish I had you here in Kansas, I need you When the winds blow down from Canada I hear them singing, sad As sad as I am without you I want you -- She wrote, O honey San Francisco is the same I'm crushed on the road and rushed in the office The all stand around me and talk and push But still I'm all alone, the fog calls your name It's all a lonely game -- He thought, I can't stand it here anymore I won't stay anymore I won't -- She thought, He's gone for too long, too long 'til he comes home I'd find a man her to warm he thru the cold nites But the men here only want each other Or they want the bottle The women here want me but I'm not that way This is hell -- He knew, This is hell -- She knew

UNSEASONABLE [rock] 29 Palms CA 1978

My smile hides under the edges of time My brain is blunted, I have no mind And I can't trust my senses And I speak in past tenses And I'm building falling fences To hide what I find -- This is all an animated pantomime A soundless song of words and picadilly signs Voiceless, speaking of joy As I hold love like a toy And I must be just a boy Playing in the road -- Guess it's just the same old silly season 'Cause I'm singing scatsongs without reason Tried walking down the street Didn't make it Couldn't take it Only lost my feet

THE SECRET MIND [rock] 29 Palms CA 1978

The secret mind sings swinging corrupt A hard tune, only the sound of death While the girls who'll never be women (Who can taste hate? How long does it shine?) Sit at barstools, hard magpies at a price Screeching from their insulated perches -- And I too wail at the moon, the moon My rock's rolled over, I crawl from under it And over to the lined-up lovers (Who can taste love? How long does it shine?) Can I afford this one? Where is the time? Where is the love? Where is the strength? -- The secret mind sings swinging corrupt Time continues onward, ever focking onward [2 instrumental lines] Mostly undisturbed by petty shit, pretty tits Lowly bits, all of it, all of it, all of it [extended instrumental] -- The secret mind sings swinging corrupt [repeat and fade]

SURFING SAFARI [surf] 29 Palms CA 1978

We went surfing at San Clemente 'Til the Secret Service threw us out Now it's just me and you, baby Surfing medical waste at Malibu Surfing safari, surfing safari -- All the kids do Southern Comfort But we're drinking sweet vermouth Our cash crops are all hash tops Don't know what I'd do without you Surfing safari, surfing safari -- So let's drive fast in my woody Out to the county line tonight Pick from our patch of long green And roll in the sweet singing surf Surfing safari, surfing safari

FREEWAY FLIERS [rock] 29 Palms CA 1978

This morning is not quite wrong To start this journey, will be so long Filled with danger and fears, fears -- My friends warn me of vampires It's werewolf weather again, damn! And leather cowgirls on the interstate -- We're overwhelmed by heat Maggoty old meat on display All the way into L.A. -- [instrumental] -- But speak not now of peril Your efforts are feeble and glorious Your spasms are mostly hilarious -- I travel on, stumbling mostly alone My cave is not a pleasure dome Nor even a work of [a rational] man -- And after I take the last off-ramp I lie me down in the oily sand Am I not the child of man?

Gamma Phase: 1980s

HOUSE I LIVE IN Rohnert Park CA 1980's

The house I live in / has more corners / than I can count And numberless cobwebs / in every corner The house has just so / many doors and windows Each an eye into the / souls of the inhabitants The house I live in / is squarish, with protrusions The walls form regular angles / at regular distances Broken by interruptions The walls are covered / with images and /shelves of items The house I live in is not round (If God had wanted round houses, She'd have given us curves instead of corners) The house I live in is open / yet privacy is assured The house I live in will not last forever Not in California The house I live in is me

THROW ANOTHER BUNNY ON THE BARBIE, BABY [bouncy] Rohnert Park 1980's

The Smiths just moved from Melbourne. They bought the place next door They used to live in West Australia, and they've solved an ancient horror Their station was deluged with rabbits, but they've learnt to cope Now we're at their patio party; and while the Weber smokes, we call: - [chorus:] "Throw another bunny on the barbie, Bud Spear another rabbit from the flames Soak their little buns in papaya juice and rum And we'll quilt a blanket from their fuzzy manes..." - [needs more work...]

MY GIRL OF THE GOLDEN WEST [bluesy] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

Got so stoned I fell on the floor, sugar babe Got so stoned I fell on the floor, sugar babe Got so stoned I fell on the floor Damn good hash, can I have some more? Sugar babe, O baby mine -- C'mon over here and sit in my lap, sugar babe C'mon over here and sit in my lap, sugar babe C'mon over here and sit in my lap You'n'me are gonna take a little nap Sugar babe, O baby mine -- [break:] I met her in the fun zone at the county fair Wearin' a cowboy hat and silver spurs The pin on her buckskin vest said WEST COAST SHOWS She ran the ferris wheel and did some deals My girl of the golden west My girl of the golden west -- Slide around and sit on my face, sugar babe Slide around and sit on my face, sugar babe Slide around and sit on my face You'n'me won't leave no trace Sugar babe, O baby mine

ALL AND YOU [folksy-jig] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

All I had, I gave to you all you have, you've given to me Like Celtic fiddling mixing With firelight and smoke and flame -- [chorus:] All I had, I've given up All you own, you've given too -- I saw you in the spotted meadow Alone with smoky starlight Turning and singing in the midnight Spinning, laughing, moon-bright [chorus] -- My strength is a granite boulder My patience is a tree unborn My wonder is a child unborn My days are quiet and stern [chorus] -- Throw me onto the fungus rocks I'll be just the same Smother me, take my death I'll still know your name [chorus] -- I found you in the crystal meadow The grasses were silvered mirrors The image was a thousand lovers The image crashed and sang [chorus] -- Thunderstorms and memories Lightning and hemorrhage All the same, all the same The lightning writes your name [chorus]

NATURAL DRUG BLUES [coplas] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

I'm out here at the end of my rope I got nothin' but wine, there's no more dope -- Just gimmee a jay, that's all I can say There's no more smoke blowin' round my way -- chorus: This ain't a joke, I need a smoke Marijuana, marijuana, marijuana, marijuana -- They poison the fields, they poison our heads If I keep on drinkin' I'm gonna be dead -- We're killing our young with booze and crack Designer drugs and consumer smack [chorus] -- If you stick it in your vein you gotta be insane If you stick it up your nose you're gonna get froze -- Methedrine kills, and so does tequila Hashish is my favorite feeler [chorus] -- So here I am at the end of my rope With nothin' but shit and no more dope -- Chemical factory drugs are no joke We'll die unless we get natural dope [chorus]

DON'T DO ME WRONG [bluesy] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

I used to know you, girl / When you were a dancer A high-school queen / In a honky-zonk lagoon Things weren't so hard / But not so easy either You'd be grinning all night / Like a greasy raccoon -- [chorus:] But now you're gettin' tired of this livin' 'Cause it ain't gold or silver that I'm givin' Just a little bit of hell or maybe heaven O Baby, please don't do me wrong O Baby, please don't do me wrong -- It was back in Delaware / When you was in trouble I helped you out, Baby / Just 'cause I was there I took you home, Baby / To South Cincinati It looked like you'd make it / Without worry or care [chorus] -- [needs another verse]

MACHINE GUN [rock] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

Never mind the talk, never mind the shock Spent my best years locked in rocks Never mind the talk, never mind the shock --- If you call this livin', might as well be dead These sounds in my ears may's well smash my head What's goin' into my gut don't wanta be fed -- This all fits me like a barbed-wire jockstrap Like I fit in the legal trap [legal trap] Like I fit in a shit bust, no trust -- What I need is a machine gun, machine gun What I need is freedom to run, machine gun What I need is a machine gun, machine gun -- [instrumental] -- Got my machine gun, but here comes the sun Got my machine gun, it's another day again O shit, o shit, just another day again

MIRRORS FOR MIGRAINES [jazzy] Rohnert Park CA 1980's

I found you in the spotted meadow Alone with just the starlight Turning and singing in the midnight Spinning and laughing all alone -- My strength is like a granite boulder My patience is like a tree unborn My kindness is like a lamb unshorn My days [eyes] are quiet and alone -- I found you in the spotted meadow The grasses blades are silvered mirrors The image was a thousand migraine livers The image shattered, splintered, died alone

GREENWOOD RIDGE [folksy] Rohnert Park 1980's

The fog was in my eyebrows / the rain was in my nose My hand and feet were naked / bloody awful froze I stumbled down the road / hoping for a ride You're just beyond my reach / and just outside my stride -- [chorus:] You're just outside my memory / and just beyond my eyes Somewhere out beyond the edge / and just within my lies -- I stuck my thumb out hopefully / a van stopped but it wasn't you I climbed in barefoot, dripping / steaming like a caribou Up the Mendocino coast / past Point Arena, Garcia Bridge Now I'll take a soggy chance / climbing Greenwood Ridge [chorus] -- If your heart is open / if your love is real If your temper's cooled / if your wounds have healed Can I cross your door again / or should I stay outside Stumbling down the coastal road / hoping for a ride? [chorus]



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