Kappa Phase: 2002(4)


I WANNA [fast jerky klezmer] Santa Rosa, CA (Passover) 28 March 2002

I wanna KISS ya, I'll never MISS ya I'll never DIS ya, da da da da - I wanna SPREAD ya, I'll never DEAD ya Hear what I SAID ya, da da da da - [break:] Our love is like, rain on a stone Our love is like, blood on a bone - I wanna THRILL ya, I wanna PILL ya I wanna TAKE ya, all the way home - Da da da DA da, da da da DA da, Da da da DA da, da da da da

I'LL NEVER BEG FOR YOUR [slow slide] Midpines, CA (Easter Sunday) 31 March 2002

When the moon is in the shadows And the hand is in the glove And disaster's on our shoulders I'll never beg for your love I'll never beg for your love - When the deer are in the forest And the bad is on the good And the fires are burning hot, hot I'll never beg for your food I'll never beg for your food - [bridge:] I don't want forgiveness I don't want fame I don't want fresh flesh Don't even want your name - When the spiders are lost in the forest And the moth is bright in the flame And the tide's lost in the waters I'll never beg for your name I'll never beg for your name

(Go On And) KILL YER TV [fast rock] Midpines, CA (Easter Sunday) 31 March 2002

Turn on the TV, what do ya see? Earnest mouthing faces working at ya Turn off the sound, what does it matter? Dancing around mouthing soundless chatter - [chorus:] Go on and kill yer TV Go on and kill yer TV Go on and kill yer TV - Turn on the radio, what does it say? A million mindless sounds spewing out at ya Talking and squalking and flocking like birds Filling the air with wordy turds [chorus] - Turn on the playback, what is there now? Bobbling bouncing stuff that goes nowhere Some psychic dreams, some soundless guillotine Taking your last thought, your last air [chorus]

THE IDIOT [moderate hip-hop] Midpines, CA (Easter Sunday) 31 March 2002

I left the computer on, naked women on the screen Boy it sure pissed off my wife, boy it turned her really mean - Boy I sure got drunk that night, boy I sure got foolish (foolish) Boy I'm sure attractive (Hah!), when I sit there drooling (drooling) - Boy, watch the years go by; boy you ain't no more a boy Watch erosion eat yer thinking, watch erosion eat yer joy - Boy don't leave no evidence, boy don't leave no consequences Boy don't leave it like it is, boy start mending fences (fences) - Boy you got yer knickers down, boy you got yer knickers down Boy you got yer knickers down, boy you got yer knickers down

I AIN'T A COWBOY [western, quiet] Santa Rosa, CA 2 April 2002

I ain't a cowboy, I never been one That ain't a real horse; this ain't a real gun - That ain't real bullshit you're steppin' in now This ain't no real bull; that ain't no real cow - There's nothin' peaceful 'bout home on the range It's never homely, it's only strange - Only a moron sings "Yippee-ki-yi-yo!" Only a moron with nowhere to go - I ain't a cowboy, I never been one That ain't a real horse; this ain't a real gun

I THINK I'LL (It's Spring) [bluesy, slow] Santa Rosa, CA 8 April 2002

It's another spring day Flowers bursting out all over But you aren't here anymore I think I'll eat worms and die - Another beautiful spring day Birds and bees courting madly But you left me for a cabbie I think I'll take dope and die - [bridge:] Every spring is another thing A time of renewel, a time of rejection Without, without you here to grab I might as well go for vivisection - Spring is here in full force I'm sneezing like a horse There's no more you and I I think I'll eat shit and die, die, die

HEY, LI'L GIRL! (Unseen) [bouncy pop] Jackson, CA 18 April 2002

Hey li'l girl, I really want you You don't even know it's true You don't even know I'm here The unseen eye is watching you The unseen eye is watching you - Hey li'l girl, let's eat Chinese Dim sum, sweet-sour, or mu-shu Or Mongolian Barbeque The unseen hand is feeding you The unseen hand is feeding you - [arhythmic break:] Hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl Hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl Hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl, hey li'l girl - Now you've gone to take a shower Hey li'l girl, I followed you Scrubbed your thoughts for many hours The unseen mind is thinking you The unseen mind is thinking you The unseen mind is thinking you

SHE SAID, LEMURIA [slow bluesy pop] Santa Rosa, CA 20 April 2002

She said, "Listen to me, now don't let is worry ya I ain't lost in madness or eaten by hysteria But when I was young, I lived in Lemuria" - She said, "We were civilized, we never tried to bury ya We worked with reality, not phantasmagoria It was lotsa fun, growing up in Lemuria" - She said, "It's all gone now, it sank fast and furia But I can't forget the gold, the glitter and the gloria It's all been downhill since we lost Lemuria"

INFINITY [fast blues] Santa Rosa, CA 21 April 2002

Earth air, water, fire Time ether love, desire Infinity, even more Infinity, even more - Cold rain, winter rain Run down the concrete drain Infinity, and some pain Infinity, and some pain - Good bad, bad and good All over my neighborhood Infinity, cut in wood Infinity, cut in wood - Cold soft, lifeless rain Old Ray Bradbury rain Infinity, just the same Infinity, just the same - I want to see you smile Just for a little while Infinity goes on trial Infinity goes on trial - And now we're at the end Death rides the winter wind Infinity is my friend Infinity is my friend

The JESUS-LOVES-ME Waltz GODZ [hymn] Clements, CA 23 April 2002

Jesus loves me and so does the priest They rub me all over and tickle my teeth They spray me with sacred bodily fluids O it's so good to be Catholic - [chorus:] O it's so good to be Catholic O it's so good to be Catholic O it's so good to be Catholic The Vatican tells me so - Jesus loves me and I love Jesus He never teases, He always pleases He washes me with his holy juices O it's so good to be Catholic [chorus] - Jesus loves me and so dies the Pope He gives me instruction, he give me hope He splashes me with his holy water O it's so good to be Catholic [chorus]

H0US3 0F G0D GODZ [hymn] Santa Rosa, CA 23 April 2002

The churches and temples and mosques Fill to fat overflowing With liars, accountants and thieves With warriors and fears and delusions - The houses of some god or other Are painted with blood, with song Are strewn with smoking corpses Are perfumed by the wind - The chambers of somebodys' gods Fill up like slot-car parlors On a championship race day And flood with electricity - I would fill them with chocolate With rivers and rivets and ravens With ether and bad economics With every moth in the world - I would fill them with silence With warm dreams and honesty I don't know if there is time Before we evaporate

OUT IN JOSHUA TREE [metal] Santa Rosa, CA 23 April 2002

Out in Joshua Tree, up on a rock Sucking cool dust and wind and sun Chasing the lizards and the lizards chase me Out in Joshua Tree, out in Joshua Tree - Out in Joshua Tree, under the sun Under the jojobas and the smoke trees and pain Eating the datura and datura eats me Out in Joshua Tree, out in Joshua Tree - [bridge:] Be there like a cactus wren Be there any time before ten It gets holy now and then - Out in Joshua Tree, naked and free Running the wash in Music Valley Desert catalpa makes a fool out of me Out in Joshua Tree, out in Joshua Tree - Out in Joshua Tree, the wind smells like rain The sand smells like life, the roads smell like ruin I'm up on a rock, gotta reach for my name Out in Joshua Tree, out in Joshua Tree

CALL ME G0D GODZ [rap] Santa Rosa, CA 23 April 2002

It was just a few thousand years ago I created the universe, don't ya know? Ya can call me G0D, ya can kiss my butt Cause I made the world like a coconut All wet inside, all hairy outside And I give the fleas a hairy ride Yes I give that nut a hairy spin And they all fall off and fall back on again - So my name is Jehovah, ya can call me G0D Or Jupitar or Zeus or Isis or Lod Just give me yer hearts and yer hands and yer souls And I'll keep ya out of some hellaceous holes Ya that's the bargain, ya that's the deal The only way offa the eternal wheel Just be my slave, just be my slave That's the only damn way that you can be saved

YOUR LOVE IS WHAT I WANT [mod.pop] Santa Rosa, CA 24 April 2002

[chorus:] Like a banana fried in butter, your love has fried my brain Like an iguana in the gutter, your love has gone down the drain Like the circus that just left town, your love has left me down But like a Moroccan restaurant, your love is what I want - I said HI, you said BYE, I wanna die I said YO, you said NO, just one peso Never this, never that, never mind [chorus] - You grabbed me, I grabbed you, what to do? You stabbed me, I stabbed you, now don't argue Always this, always that, always whatever [chorus] - I hit high, you hit low, we gotta go No more fear, no more beer, the end is near I said HI, you said BYE, I wanna die [chorus]

WHEN THE ALIENS CAME [folk-rock] Santa Rosa, CA 24 April 2002

O when the aliens came, I barely noticed O when the aliens came, I wasn't surprised O when the aliens came, I kept on computing O when the aliens came, O when the aliens came - O when the aliens came, someone launched the missiles They pushed'em away like a pile of junk O when the aliens came, the press got excited O when the aliens came, O when the aliens came - O when the aliens came, the sun kept on shining And the smog even cleared up a little O when the aliens came, we had a holiday O when the aliens came, O when the aliens came - [bridge:] So you expected evil aliens? So you were afraid of hungry aliens? So you thought they'd be worse than globalization? - O when the aliens came, they lit up some dope O when the aliens came, they went on TV They babbled and giggled and drooled and wiggled O when the aliens came, O when the aliens came

TIME IS THE BRIDGE [bluesy] Santa Rosa, CA 27 April 2002

I walked to the edge and I looked back to where I'd been My time is the bridge I burned behind me You kissed my cheek and bit my ear and poured me out some gin Your time is the bridge you burned behind you We know we'll never ever ever be back here again Our time is the bridge we burn behind us - I pulled out a coin and threw it out into space My love is the load I left behind me You pulled out my genes and reprogrammed my DNAs Your love is the load you left behind you We'll never find the answers, we'll never find the peace Our love is the load we leave behind us - I looked back at my life, but it's lost in the mist My life is the pain I put behind me You slapped me on the face and then you reached out to be kissed Your life is the pain you left behind you Our time only tracks everything that we have missed Our time is the bridge we burn behind us Our time is the bridge we burn behind us

ANOTHER LATE NIGHT [techno] Santa Rosa, CA 27 April 2002

Another late night with the old TV A handful of channels, nothing fits (fits, fits) Old cop shows and infomercials (infomercials) GIRLS GONE WILD on channel six - [chorus:] Another late night, another late night - Another late night in the old library A handful of books and nothing new (new, new) Old science fiction and paranormal bullshit SEX WORSHIP from 1932 [chorus] - Another late night on the old Internet Dialup connexion and it's all slow (slow, slow) Pop-under ads and he-she porn (porn, porn) Can the spam or offline I'll go [chorus] [sounds] - Another late night with what's in my head Nothing is silent, nothing is said (said) Free-form fantasies, all in yellow and red And maybe sometime I'll get to sleep [chorus]

THE GRINGO TRAIL [latinesque] Santa Rosa, CA 28 April 2002

I took a drip down south, down the Gringo Trail this year I drank a lot of mezcal, I drank a lot of beer I chased some latin poontang, and had a lot of fun O the Gringo Trail is fun for everyone - I drank a lot of mezcal, I drank a lot of beer I didn't see the riots, or hear the disappeared I didn't meet the torturers, neither straight or queer O the Gringo Trail is fun all thru the year - I bought a lot of native crafts, the pottery and weavings I never saw the death squads, or stumbled on their leavings I drank a lot of beer and mezcal every evening O the Gringo Trail is fun 'most every evening - So when you need a break, just take the Pan Am south Don't worry 'bout the drug lords or the armies or the drought Or the hundreds of millions who live from hand to mouth O the Gringo Trail is fun when you go south



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